The face of Sukanya Miguel’s real father, searched for 50 years, preparing to move to another country?

Miguel: Lost. Previously, a child who didn’t know his family origins. Children who don’t know who their parents are I just want to know that peace of mind will happen. But like P’Gail’s Lucky to live with grandparents But there is a feeling that we are rootless. We don’t know who he is or what he looks like. He seems lost. One day I realized that he had not lost yet. he is still alive Then I learned that he was ready to meet us. always want to see us It’s like his heart is full. From the cleft, it’s all fluffy. It’s very powerful. P’Gail always says that family is the source of strength. It’s a feeling of being fulfilled, it’s not broken, it’s warm inside. Some children blame themselves for not wanting us in this world. This word is harsh. When people know that children are orphans, the first thing they shouldn’t do is tell them that their parents were like this. And you shouldn’t ask questions about where your parents are. Or if you are an orphan who has friends orphaned You shouldn’t ask where the roots of the era are. Because those things become stabbing needles. Because he doesn’t know how to find the answer. Because he himself didn’t know the answer.

Was there a time when Brother Gale wanted to leave this world as well?

Miguel: Yes, many times. Because I feel like I don’t want to take care of myself, I don’t love myself, I feel like I’m not wanted. There is no need to take care of yourself. It’s like we’re the one thing that no one wants. So we don’t love ourselves. and piled up on myself Since adolescence The last time is before the divorce. This is the last time

How can you come back?

Miguel: When you intend to do it. There is often a reason or someone coming to warn us that we should look at it in a different way, making suggestions, or diverting our thoughts. I don’t know who sent it either. And another thing is that there will be a voice in your head that says There’s something unresolved. It’s not over yet. It’s not over yet. must be accomplished I don’t know what it is. It’s strange. It’s like something is waiting that hasn’t been completed yet. Not now

I have to thank myself for not leaving this world. Because otherwise I won’t be able to see my father?

Miguel: Yes, if you decide or don’t listen to anything at that time. stubborn to go There won’t be an opportunity like this. Two regrets will happen to your child. With people who love us very much With the thought that we don’t love ourselves, that’s it.